I used to fall asleep at night smiling.
I could've never see this coming as a kid.
I'm always hoping.
Sometimes life is what is happening right now,
Other times its what will happen next,
Sometimes its what isn't happening anymore,
Still other times its a swirling mist of the three.
I want to know how I make the decisions that I do. Good or Bad. In Other Words, How?
How can I be so inconsistent in my attempts to be consistent?
How do you not know what's good for you?
What's the deal with all these other people? I mean, is there some deal they got that I was never made aware where they don't have to think or be human?
I will always be human. Until I die?
The stars will always be a mystery no matter what you think.
I still fall asleep, just sometimes I fall asleep remembering that I used to fall asleep smiling. Sometimes that makes me smile, sometimes I oppose smiling.
Will we ever figure out this whole time thing?
Will I ever figure out why I can change my mind like a channel on TV?
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